petrovsky, aleksandra katia

[aleksandra petrovsky]

aleksandra katia petrovsky.

name , aleksandra katia petrovsky.
nicknames , aleks, lexie.
i grew up in , chicago, illinois.
my birthday is , on halloween, good fun.
and that makes me , seventeen.
my relationship status , taken.

mother , natalya petrovskya (née petrova), nurse.
father , yuri petrovsky, ?
siblings , viktoria petrosky, ten.
other important family , oksana petrova, aunt; vasilisa petrosky, daughter.

my first kiss , i was seven, aftr easter mass.
my first time , i think i'd just turn fourteen, i was at a party with my friends, it hurt a lot at the time but after you push a kid out not much every seems like it hurts again.
last person in my bed , lissa.
the last person i said i love you to was , dominic.
love is ,

my biggest fear is , something happening to lissa.
my most embarassing moment was , anything i did when i was drunk back in chiacgo.
the last rumour that went around about me was , that i had a kid. thank you, aris.
my biggest insecurity , my stomach, it hasn't been the same since i had lissa.
my biggest secret , lissa and that i was raped, but not those so much anymore since, dom, amalia and my aunt know. jay and aris know about lissa too.

if you could be anyone for one day who would it be ? i'd want to be myself, i just would want me to be normal.
who would you want to play you in a movie ? i have no idea... rachel mcadams? she's amazing.
where do you see yourself in five years ? hopefully in college, but i might just be working and looking after lissa.
you're stuck on a deserted island and you're allowed to bring one person, one book and one other random object - name 'em . lissa, a harry potter book and... a camera?


tell me your story . uhm, well my parents were childhood sweethearts. actually their families moved from russia to america together, they weren't teens yet, but they had been very close. it was natural for them to get together. after they were married they moved to texas, work wasn't as great there for my dad so he got laid off, he took to drinking. he'd rough my mom up a little but he left me alone mostly. they split up after my little sister was born. me, viktoria and my mother moved to chicago after that. i had a lot of friends there and i was cool with the older kids, i was just awesome. i was so on top o f things, i got bored with school though asked my mom to go on independent study, stayed on it for a couple years and didn’t go back until grade eight. that was when all the fun started. thats when i really knew i was the shit, i knew i was sexy and funny and great and everything that makes the perfect “popular girl”. i went to a junior/senior high school and all my friends were in the senior high school i didn’t hang around with “little kids” anymore. i had so many friends and we partied and we had fun. i lost my virginity my freshman year and i just kind of kept doing it i garnered a reputation of being a bitch and an easy lay but it didn’t bother me, because when i hit grade nine no one was making fun of me like the other niners. i got to sit with the older kids and everyone wanted to be me. i was shallow, mean, slutty.... and i really didn’t care.

uhm. and then i was raped. i didn't even know him, he was just some random dude in line with my friends and i at one of those carnivals. that i really just... can’t talk about... there is no way i’d want to and no way i’d be able to even convey half of the true emotion that takes over you, how completely disgusting and broken you feel afterwards. it’s impossible... uhm, well, after that i found out i was pregnant. things had sort of... i don't know i'd sort of gone back to normal i could leave my room, i started going back to school, the bruises faded and then... all of a sudden i'm late. and bloaty and barfing everywhere. i told my mom she lost her mind and sent me here to live with her sister. i was homeschooled until i had lissa and then my aunt let me go to normal high school and i was pretty much that losery, nerdy girl no one noticed. until some kid was giving me shit and amalia just came out of nowhere giving them shit back and we'd been best friends ever since. i'm still not the most solcial person, i've got obligations so i can't just be ready to drop everything on a friday night, most of my friends are just freinds of amalia's. i have started dating again, i've been with dominic for awhile, and he's great with lissa and he just.. i don't know he gets it, it's amazing. recently though i've been away from him, amalia and lissa because i've been in chicago, they caught the guy who had raped me so. i've been trying to deal with all that fuckery.

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danielle, shailene woodley, student.