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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 6, 2011 18:33:33 GMT -8
---- i totally wanted to stab you at max's NYE party...
/ closed .----
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 6, 2011 18:42:29 GMT -8
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 6, 2011 18:43:35 GMT -8
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 6, 2011 18:44:38 GMT -8
--------lmfao. i love you, n.<3
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 6, 2011 18:46:46 GMT -8
---- i love your boobs! when did you get boobs like that? why have you been hiding them? no wonder jayden is itching to get you nekkid. did jayden get you nekkid!?
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 6, 2011 18:49:40 GMT -8
-------- no, he didn't. -___- my dad was ridiculous about curfew. did you think that was why i left cus me and jayden were.. you know.
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 6, 2011 18:51:15 GMT -8
---- cus he knows you wanna get laid!! he can tell you want to fuck jayden senseless. but omg you're so cute.<3 yeah, i got my hug and i got you to do one new years shot and then you were gone, i didn't see you anymore after that and i was sad. :(
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 6, 2011 19:06:49 GMT -8
-------- sometimes i think he does, and i think he knows how close we got that night when jay and sam got into that fight. like he can see it in my head or something. it's just.. not cool. i know i am, but why for in particular? which was awful whatever you gave me. :P no. we didn't run off to have sex somewhere my dad wanted me home by fifteen after. which is kind of generous since max's house is like... three blocks from mine. you missed my amazing boobs didn't you?
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 6, 2011 19:14:27 GMT -8
---- he's probably had camera's installed in jayden's house... cus you were all like "you know" a girl that looks like you, with tits like that and a boyfriend like that should not be shy about saysing sex or fucking or even love making since it would be more then sex for you and jayjay. russian vodka, shit is like jet fuel. lol. he actually kind of trusts you, or your mom has got to him because he could've said you had to do new years with them, but i'm glad you got to party it up with usss.<333 i did, though i got too drunk i probably would've tried to motorboat you at one point during the course of the morning lol.
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 6, 2011 22:27:44 GMT -8
 -------- honestly? it wouldn't surprise me haha. it's just still weird for me, i try to get over it but like. forever, before gymnastics, sex was something you just didn't talk about in my family, like if no one acknowledged it we wouldn't feel the urge too, and in gymnastics it was just "no dating, no sex, you'll screw up any chances you have at being somebody." that i could wrap my head around, that i could grasp. then when i couldn't and i... i don't know it's just. it's just weird for me and i want to, oh my god, i want to. my parents once they finally did start talking to me about it seriously - which was mostly my mom - it was still wait until you get married, wait until you're ready to take care of kids in that marriage and i'm like, what's th ebig deal if i don't wait? i'm on the pill which makes them mad enough already because they think i'm just going to fuck everyone i sight cus i have it and we're catholic i'm not allowed to have it but something had to start my periods and keep them regular, i know how to use a condom even though that's not allowed either and i'm not going to be screwing some random guy i meet in a club. it's jayden. i don't care how naive it sounds i think we have a shot at making the long haul and if we don't, if we brake up next month or next year or in three years it won't be a mistake because i love him and he loves me. and i just rambled for no reason. i'm sorry.
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 7, 2011 0:34:01 GMT -8
---- oh my fucking god you're so lucky i love you and i'm going to read all that...
one, catholics are so fucking weird. two, it's not about your parents. if you want to make love to jayden then you do it, you're not a kid anymore and you are responsible and like. god. i love your parents i do, but sometimes they just don't get it. they look at sam and they think you're going to turn out the same or something. it's just dumb. i know they want what is best for you but you're growing up and you are so mature, you grew up quickly, you're so much mature then most seventeen year olds, then most twenty three year olds. it might sound naive, but idk, he really, really loves you. i can see it, i've talked to him and the way he talks about you, i'm pretty sure you'll get married and you'll have a million sexy ass babies.
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 7, 2011 14:50:15 GMT -8
-------- it was a book, i know, i'm sorry. :/ why do you think there is so many of us? the pope wants us to take over the world... they'll still treat me like i'm five and if they thought i was mature it kind of went out the window after the accident, who just gets so drunk they walk out in front of a car?
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 7, 2011 21:38:55 GMT -8
---- i thinkt that if your parents hadn't been so fucking stifling you never would've gotten into that accidnet. if they were honest with you about the world you would've known, you wouldn't have gotten so drunk, and you would've had better sense to call jay or dominic. they try so hard to protect you and in the long run it could hurt you.
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Post by amalia vitale on Jan 8, 2011 18:58:11 GMT -8
-------- no, nahla, that was all me. i was an idiot, i did know better, i knew i wasn't supposed to be drinking or anything i messed up.
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Post by nahla rivera. on Jan 8, 2011 20:43:43 GMT -8
---- if your parents talked to you you would've known that skeeze was trying to get you drunk off your ass so he could fuck you in some upstairs bedroom like a bad teen movie. i know you want to defend them and i know that it is mostly your fault, but they don't prepare you, not really. what you know, you know from watching all of us being fucktards. and when it comes to drinking from your own fucked experience.
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