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Post by shailenedashwood on Jun 4, 2009 15:59:25 GMT -8
 care to explain? ----------------------------- shailene was beyond pissed, so damn mad at zach. two-timing shailene dashwood? out of all the people? she was the best thing that ever happened to the little fucker, and he was two-timing HER? she tried to keep her emotions in check, she wasent going to let her emotions get the best of her. she wasent going to let it happen. it felt like her heart was being ripped, shred into a million pieces. she really cared about zach, she did, and she thought he felt the same way. apparently not. they were supposed to be together in college! she was beyond mad, but at the same time, she felt like breaking down and sobbing. something shailene never, ever did over a boyfriend. of course, millions of guys have cheated on her. but those were guy's she didnt really love, she didnt really care about. yeah, she knew zach could be flirtacious, she got over that. but this went a bit too far, and it felt like it was somehow her fault. like she had led zach to do this kind of stunt.
she blinked quickly, stopping any possilbe tears from spilling out. she was strong, independent, no one needed to see her at her worst. she was so distratced with all of this drama, she had forgotten to grab her purse, or even change outfits. which right now she was in her pajama's. not the best thing to walk around in. she felt like she was at her worst, she looked her worst right now to be truthful. she was heading to zach's dorm, apparently, because he apparently owed her a explanation. well, no shit. what if shailene ran into leighton? oh, leighton was so going to have it. that little no good piece of crap, she didnt deserve to be here. before she even came here, everything was fine, perfect. then here comes ms. slut, seducing her boyfriend, SHAILENE'S boyfriend. she should know way better then that. after she get's this over with, she's going to make leighton's life a living hell. she's going to make the whole school hate her, dislike her. not like they already do, but even worse she supposed. leighton deserved to be the social outcats, the hated one of the school. she knocked loudly on zach's dorm door, her heart pounding already.
notes: this could be the confrontaion, since he owes her a explanation. xD
tagged: zach
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Post by maleficent on Jun 6, 2009 10:03:50 GMT -8
 * as i walk out your door, all i can hear is the sound .ALWAYS, ALWAYS[/font] playing with SHAILENE, speaking SIX HUNDRED AND THIRTY SIX[/b] words of wisdom, jamming to ALWAYS BY SALIVA and mused by MY HOPE BY SKILLET[/size] [/center] Y E A H [/font] - - - okay, so maybe the whole 'falling in love with another girl' wasn't all that safe after all. especially not when you actually displayed affection for that 'other girl', when you could obviously get caught. however, zachary refused to refer leighton as 'the other girl' because it made her sound dirty, and she was by no means the source of the trouble, she wasn't the one guilty in anything here; all she had done was to stand there and look pretty, act nicely, and all that jazz she did that had made zach fall in love with her. she'd been his best friend for a long time and he hadn't realized that he was actually falling in love with her, until he found out that she had exchanged places with shailene and was now being the source of his muse. now, i may have sounded weird to others but to zach it meant a lot - when he'd fallen in love with shailene she'd been the one who he'd think of when he would sit and write music.. now it wasn't her anymore but leighton who gave him his muse to write. the muse thing was kind of a symbol, he guessed, for the fact that his love had transferred, could you call it that, from shailene and to leighton. or maybe it had been like that all along and in all of his stupidity he hadn't realized it? anyhow - this didn't mean that he'd completely fallen out of love with shailene; he still loved her extremely much, so much that he hadn't been able to let her go and that had been his mistake. he couldn't go on lying to her, she had the right to know and so he was going to confront her today. she'd discovered it all anyway, so it didn't even matter all that much. their relationship was hanging by a thread and he wasn't sure if he could save it. if he wanted to save it. S I T T I N G[/font] - - - in his dorm, he was waiting for shailene to arrive. he had promised her to give her an explanation to what she'd seen but he honestly had no idea what to say to the girl. what did you say to a girl after you kind of cheated on her? worse; what did you say to a girl you loved that you had supposedly cheated on her? he wasn't even sure where to start and dreaded the moment that she'd arrive at his doorstep. god, this day was just getting worse and worse. he sighed deeply and covered up his face with his hands, rubbing them gently against his eyes. ugh, he needed to relax, he would never make it through all of this stress. currently, he would just wish that he'd slip into a coma and never wake up again. god, that would've been great, but fate wasn't all that kind to him and he had to suffer through explaining this. that was what you got for two-timing you girlfriend.. yup, and he was surely going to hell when he died. S H A I L E N E[/font] - - - arrived at his dorm quicker then he'd though she would and the moment she knocked on his door he felt his heart flutter right out of his chest. he hand against the door sounded heavy and she seemed to be pounding as hard as she could, making sure that he'd hear the anger that dwelled inside of her. surely she was mad, he wouldn't blame her. helping up some courage, he rose from the bed and walked to the door to open it up for shailene. "hey, shai,"[/color] he muttered, moving aside so she could walk inside.[/size][/blockquote] C O M M E N T S [/font] bleh, this sucks eggs T_T..[/center] |
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Post by shailenedashwood on Jun 6, 2009 15:02:59 GMT -8
care to explain? ----------------------------- the door opened and she saw zach's face, he looked clearly in deep thought still and a bit exhausted. "hey, shai," he said and opened the door a bit wider for shailene to come in. she walked in, and then turned torwards zach. she was really mad at zach, and she wanted to break up with him ever so badly. but then again, she still loved him, and wanted to salvage their relationship. try to re-build it again. she crossed her arms, then put her arms by her side, before finally making up her mind and leaving them by her side. she doesn't want to seem to uncertain of herself. "your explanation?" she asked, trying to make her voice strong, she didn't want her voice to break. that would show weakness, right? she didn't want him to feel sorry for her. or did she?
an explanation was what she was waiting for. she didn't want any stalling, none at all. she wanted to get straight to the point. the most looked up upon couple in high school was finally coming to a end. but shailene wasn't ready for that, she wanted things to go on with them. they looked GREAT together, and shailene just knew they were supposed to be together. she had even once planned their wedding in her head in math once when she was really bored. it looked magnificent, her wedding dress was perfect, and everything was perfect. and right now, everything was so supposed to be perfect damn it! they weren't supposed to break up, it just couldn't happen.
shai just knew he was going to ask for her forgiveness, and she would say yes. of course she would, she loved zach dearly. she hadn't felt this way about anyone before, it was different this time. it just wasn't fair that something like this would happen. her heart was beating fast, and zach could most likely heart her heart thumping in her chest at this very moment. she was beyond nervous for his explanation. what IF he did say he wanted to beak up, and that leighton and him were already together. what if he said he was meant to be with her? he could never say such a thing, besides. how could he fall in love with someone like...leighton? she was so plain and quiet. they most likely will never have such amazing sex like shailene and zach did. that was the truth.
notes: it's okay, mine does too.
tagged: zachary
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Post by maleficent on Jun 7, 2009 8:17:53 GMT -8
* as i walk out your door, all i can hear is the sound .ALWAYS, ALWAYS [/font] playing with SHAILENE, speaking SIX HUNDRED AND THIRTY SIX[/b] words of wisdom, jamming to ALWAYS BY SALIVA and mused by MY HOPE BY SKILLET[/size] [/center] S H E [/font] - - - had walked inside the room, and past him, without even uttering one word. he'd say that that was rude but couldn't make himself do that - she was angry with him and had every right to be. yeah, sure he was an asshole for cheating on her, even though it really hadn't been that big of a deal, but he wasn't that of an asshole to take away her right to be angry. she had every right to be angry because he, who was supposed to care and love her, had gone behind her back. the worst thing about this was that he didn't feel sorry for himself or shailene.. he felt sorry for leighton, for messing her up in all of this shit. he was sure that shailene wouldn't be nice to her, but he would do anything to prevent any damage that could be caused to the other fragile girl, the one named leighton. he closed the door, gently, and stood there with his face turned toward the door. god, he didn't even know if he had the courage to turn around and look shailene in the eyes. he was afraid of what he would see - not so much afraid of the anger but afraid of the hurt he might see in there. as much as he might be an asshole, we return to that statement, he hated seeing shailene hurt, especially when he had caused that hurt. it broke his heart, literally, because he still loved her.. he really did, perhaps just not enough. he could never tell her that though because then she wouldn't only kill leighton but his life would be put in jeopardy as well. B I T I N G[/font] - - - down his lip, he finally turned around and looked at her. she definitely looked pissed but he couldn't see any sign of hurt in her eyes. perhaps she was just very good at acting, because if she really loved him then she'd be very hurt by now. it wasn't all that easy to be cheated on, was it? he didn't know, he had never tried it. looking down he nodded "yeah.."[/color] he muttered, walking toward her. he grabbed her arm, gently, and led her to his bed, where they could hopefully sit and talk quietly without getting hysteric. however, he didn't believe that shailene would be able to keep from raising her voice to the point of hysterics; at least she had to try very hard, he knew that much. plus, he didn't know if she could keep all the drama out of the conversation. H E[/font] - - - sighed, and folded his arms in his lap. "okay, i really don't know how to start, so i guess i'll start with this, though you might not want to hear it,"[/color] he looked up at her, totally sincere as he spoke; "i love you, i really do, and i don't know what i was doing."[/color] yes he did.. he knew exactly what he was doing; he was following his heart "i'm a guy, you know guys, and i know that's not an excuse for what i did. i'm really sorry and all that jazz with leighton meant nothing to me,"[/color] yeah right, big fat liar. it meant the world to you. he was just happy it didn't reach leightons ears.. it would break her heart. he reached out for shailene, trying to wrap his arms around her waist "i love you, i really do,"[/color] he looked down "i don't know what made me do what i did.. maybe.."[/color] he paused "maybe that's what supposed to be,"[/color] he muttered, knowing that he'd get the worst of scolds now.[/size][/blockquote] C O M M E N T S [/font] OMG!!.. i thought of a plot ! XD.. i'll pm it to you <3333 x3[/center] |
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