, plan b

[leiyana calias]

<sub>i swear these meds are making me fat, i feel like a fucking whale rn.

amaliaaa</sub>

[amalia vitale]

_{rest assured you do not look like a whale... but i know what you mean, it's just because you're not allowed to do much. once they would let me walk around wih my cruches i didn't feel quite as gross once i could start moving.}

[leiyana calias]

_{its like, even if i could have sex right now, i wouldnt. i feel that disgusting. which is not like me at all, and i hate it.}

[amalia vitale]

_{but you don't look disgusting, crazy. they have you muscle relaxes don't they? they work like anxiety medication half the time, and make you feel like shit.}

[leiyana calias]

_{have you seen my ass lately? idk, probably. but enough about me, how are you lovely?}

[amalia vitale]

_{i haven't been paying attention lol. should i next time i come by though? lol. pretty good, actually. sam's out of the country for carnival so there is no way i couldn't be winning right now haha.}

[leiyana calias]

_{lolol yesssss, you should, i feel like i can trust you to be straight with me. when will that be btw? i need some girl time. things havent improved any?}

[amalia vitale]

_{i've got a couple days to myself until my mom comes home from my aunt's i might be able to come by, if not then i'll come see you every day on spring break. it'll give dom some time with lissa too. how is he doing btw? i fell like sometimes i can't trust him to tell me everything and i know i feel worse everytime i talk with aleks cus she looks/sounds so miserable... well, things were getting better but now he's like, slowly going back to being an ass. he's in brazil for the week, thank god.}

[leiyana calias]

_{you have the house to yourself? pleaseeeeee tell me why are you and jay are not taking full advantage of this? its hard to tell with that kid, he holds it together too well, and with everything else going on... he probably doesnt want to burden anyone, you know? i dont know why you dont just kick his ass, he could use it.}

[amalia vitale]

_{haha, don't worry, he's coming over tonight once he's out of practice. he can't just hold it in all the time, i want to beat him, i swear... he kicks back, ask jay or dominic, they've both seen us play fighting and got worried.}

[leiyana calias]

_{thats more like it. no, he cant, but he'll try... something needs to be done, he's lucky i didnt find out about the shit he's been saying to you until after my accident, i would've killed him.}

[amalia vitale]

_{everyone is so preoccupied by my virginity. :P you hold him down and i'll bea the concept of sharing his feelings into him, yeah? no, you wouldn't have, i wouldn't let you. it's a complicated situation, leiy.}

[leiyana calias]

_{well for a girl your age with a boyfriend that gorgeous its almost unnatural. lolol, that might just work. he's being a jackass, whats complicated about that?}

[amalia vitale]

_{so i've been told lol. idk i just don't see the big deal about it to other people, you know what i mean? he's rather stubborn though. there's more to it then that, just.. okay, don't say anything yet, but a few months ago after he got in the fight with jay, he'd went to see someone and they told him he was bipolar, and they're still trying to get his med's right, so it's been more of a roller coaster then normal.}

[leiyana calias]

_{as bad as it is for you, im sure jays getting a lot worse. poor kid. yeah he is, when he wants to be. ... well that does complicate things.}